I still have my feet on the ground; i just wear better shoes (:

MOVED!

2010-07-14T14:42:00.002+08:00

Hey all, if you're still interested:

http://twentywrongturns.blogspot.com/

xoxo,

Matty

my mind, like lancing monkiesss

2010-05-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

Standing on crossroads is frustrating. It throws you into self-doubt...and i'm in no mood for such drama.

There are decisions to make and i'm not sure if i'd regret it. I'd like to believe that i'm holding up just fine because life has never been this good thus far. I'm taking a month to think... STill not sure if we're jetting to Holland on the 3rd, we'll go with wherever the wind blows (literally) away from the ash clouds, that is. It's going to be a Big Party babey....and i wana be there dancing amongst the dutch giants (:

I'm not a likeable person

2010-04-18T18:14:00.001+08:00

With that said, i don't know why anyone should like me. I grow spikes and i wear skepticism on my sleeves.

Don't get me wrong, i'm still positively attracted to guys but i just can't imagine myself seeming desirable to them at all.

Like how Jiayi Dearest always puts it, i'm too anal to be likeable. If someone is to like me or even come close to the vicinity of trying, i think he's inviting unnecessary heartache. His heart has to be SO big and accepting, that even if it was me, i don't think i can handle.

I'm not a horrible person, i'm not evil nor ill-mannered, i don't have notorious habits... in fact i can be so acutely boring a person....

by the way, this is my skepticism talking again ):

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kicking the pessimism aside, from now on i will seriously keep my heart and mind open.

i think all these years, my past regrets, resentment and reminiscence has always been directed at one. And with that one person it made me believe that a lot of things, not just in relationships, there'll never be 2nd chances because things will never be the same again, and also because it is just simply not possible to go back to where it was. i suppose in my coming to terms with such a truth, i've been unfair to some.

My point is, a story can never be re-written, unless it is incomplete.

Like i said, i'm keeping my heart and mind open.

2010-04-04T15:53:00.004+08:00

Remember the "big event" i was raving about? Well, it happened albeit the fact that it wasn't as fantastic after all. At least MR HU (our subject) laughed so bloody darn hard i think we made up for the 2 birthdays we owed him.

Turned out hialrious (as expected), esp the video part.... (ah leow & posi cheorographed a sickening dance sequence from Jolin Tsai's Mr Q JUST FOR JIATAO) the rest was uh, a bit off cus of unforseen circumstances...like my last min hold-up at work so we didn't get to cook for him. We ate at CHILI'S instead, need me reiterate its awesomeness again? you should really really really try it for yourself.

the big preparation.. step one: Shopping for the props

Step two: Pose with the purchase

Step three: make it seem like you're enjoying the process

We were CRANKY

TIRED

and STRESSED

but we managed to pull ourselves together for BUSINESS:

The Scheming WIVES

On the actual day:

@ TCC Terminal 3

Photos taken in Chili's not available cus MR HU PROMISED to send them to me but NEVER.

March is TRULY the biggest birthday bomb month. My apologies to Ms ONG YY for not throwing in much effort this year (but that doesn't mean i don't love you already). So here's a big one for you, on my blog......

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY, YY <3

(i'll never forget your's cus it falls on the same day as .........)

and then there's Peter's - screwed-up surprise. Not a big one but we sat through the night at the airport though Qiqi looked SO TIRED and drained...almost too soon to be worn-out for his age. haha. The bottom line is WE ALL ENJOYED ourselves.

That's that for all the March-babies.

Yesterday was GOURMET SATURDAY. Fe and I was in one of our rare cooking mode so we decided to cookup something nice and healthy for dinner. Mom and Dad were in KL so we have the weekend to ourselves....with NO FOOD.

Random Musing:
I have a vision: Within the next 2 years, i'm gonna be able to walk into Mulberry/Balenciaga/Chanel/MarcJacobs/MiuMiu/Prada/Fendi/Dior/Bottega Veneta/Bally/Gucci/Ferragamo/HERMES. etc, and actually afford them. If i stick to what i believe and plough through all the adversities i'm gonna face... it's not too farfetched. It's not a dream, it's a VISION because it will happen (:

Saying it will conviction - YES!

2010-03-20T16:50:00.001+08:00

So Exciting!!!!!!

We're in the midst of preparing for a BIG Event. Hiak hiak hiak.... cannot say now. I can only say it's gonna be rated the most hilarious and most-effort invested-in "EVENT OF THE YEAR" (in my opinion lah, unless Jam xiao suddenly propose to me for some reason). LOL.

This entire week has been crazy. Crazy over FOOD. It must be Peacy....well, it has to be cus how can we turn her recommendations down when she's relentlessly sourcing for new and awesome places to dine at. This is like her new-found mission in office. I don't know to thank her or not cus everytime i look at my depleting account balance i feel like i should start dieting. By that i mean a spending-diet. HAHAHAHAA. But to be fair, we're benefiting from it because this week, we treated ourselves to a HEARTY FEAST at....

Drum-roll please...........................................................

Are you HUNGRY or ARE YOU HUNGRY already??

pardon my bb for the dull photos.

Late afternoon musing:

Anyways, i'm feeling very neutral these days about being attached or whatever. I've been telling myself that for 7 years..... LOL. Since i'm drifting in and out of this getting-used-to attitude, i might as well continue....(BEEP BEEP: Soreness detected).

But honestly, Liking someone is SO TIRING and in the process i somehow become not myself sometimes, if you know what i mean. Hate it when that happens because i know i am trying too hard to make myself likeable...but the entire act is itself, unlikeable already.

I, am like the cream of my own pie (which is like my life). The guy for me, is the cherry on top of the cream, which is on top of the pie. See, the pie is all good by itself...with the cream. really.

It's okay, Not everyone can understand the complexity of that statement. hehe...my calendar has the wisest things to tell me everyday (: such a gem.

2010-03-17T10:02:00.001+08:00

Rehi!

Don't give up on me just yet... I'm not gone for eternity, though i think the tire from an 8.30 to 5.30 routine is slowly consuming me. I've got a thousand and one excuses i don't know which better to use except that (:

Coming back from my very long interval of silence, there's actually alot to 'report' on..... my life has been quite eventful so far, but i kinda forgot what i did. For one, i SHOPPED ALOT.

Working is really fun, though you can expect a lot of PMS-ing from an office full of women, which is a huge contradiction to the kinda industry we're in. LOL. I love to go to work, btw.

K, maybe i should work backwards on updating you:

Caught 'Alice in Wonderland' with Peacy Lim last night. Let's just say, we all need a dose of nostalgia sometimes. I realised, besides the rabbit and Alice, i can't actually remember what the story was all about until i watched it yesterday. But i was far too fascinated by the fact that i so resemble the RED QUEEN (character wise), annoyinging anal and aloof. that's a lot of bad 'As' in there. hahaha. that's just that, i don't like tadpoles on my toast and i don't have an effing-huge head.

Watched Jam Xiao's concert last Saturday. i can only say if he's not born to sing, i really don't know what he is born for. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't remember myself screaming so madly at anyone's concert besides my beloved Tao Ze's. I swear...no, i PROMISE he totally literally scooped my heart out a thousand times over within that 3 hours of performance. Please believe me when i say he's good, i hardly have bad taste in music.

I'd just like to say, a person's hair is like the essence of his appearance. but i'd also like to add, if he has a voice like that...screw the hair (:

I am smelling like....

and

I'm feeling like....

...if you ever watched Valentine's Day. You'll probably feel the same. :x

I'm currently watching....

~Fin~

Madness: A daily affair @ work

...stay tuned

2010-02-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

Finally, a good dream about the right person.

JACKPOT.

wait, why should i be happy when it's just a fictitious encounter? It's all fake.

I can't help but wonder where is this all going? There can only be 2 possibilities.. I've got a feeling that it's not good.

It's so hard for me to like anybody. It's even harder to make anyone like me. And i don't want to make anyone like me.

I hate this feeling.

Wild words of the day:
"Cosmetics is a boon to every woman, but a girl's best friend is still a nearsighted man."

Shopping with your own hard-earned money 101 - NEVER CAVE-IN

2010-02-06T03:35:00.001+08:00

And i learnt it the desperate way.

You know sometimes when you want to get something so bad....that particular item, like a wristlet... but then you can't seem to find one that's adjacent to your criterias? Simply, i just want something that is big enough for my keys, bb, a lippy (if space permits), tissue paper and my negligible amount of cash and cards, doesn't look cheapo, yet affordable, CHIC...and most importantly, i must adore it at first sight.

It's even harder when on top of those imaginery guidelines, there's time constraint and a TIGHT POCKET. yes, this is coming from a place called "indepedence and self-reliance" which haven't been that profound in my life for the past many years. lol.

When i earn my own living, every penny counts. I'm not gonna settle for something similar to my expectations of anything..INCLUDING shopping, ESPECIALLY shopping.

So instead of caving-in to the last piece cutsie Kate spade, the CK that has hideous prints on it, or even the chic Armani Exchange that was well within budget but lack that love-at-first-sight spark i was looking for......

I relentlessly combed the rest of the malls with Peacy until 9.15......and PRAISE G.Y.M,

I found it!!!!

hiak hiak hiak.....

Not one...

..not two...

but THREE Freaking purses all-in-one!!!!!!!!!!

$139 for 1 small wristlet, 1 medium-sized wristlet and a Make-up Pouch

incredibly CHIC, with zipper, 3 compartments each for both wristlets and impossibly Value-for-money!!!!!

(this is not a blogsop, items featured are not for sale.)

I'm so proud of myself.

*Peacy bagged home a super-chic-awesome-looking purse from Kate Spade too*

Wild words of the day:

"this wallet completes me." - Peacy Lim

2010-02-05T13:21:00.000+08:00

Remember this?

i have a whole BOX FULL of them!

No M&Ms, Smarties or Kinder

Just a whole boxfull of CHILDISH FLAVOUR.

i miss being a kid.

Wild words of the day:

"I have a hugely male, masculine side. I always curse. I like to be one of tje guys. I'm that chic you'll invite to a bachelor party but not to strip."

2010-02-01T19:10:00.004+08:00

HURRAY TO PAYDAY TMR! though i secretly wished it was today (:

I'm heartened, absolutely pleased with the fact that many friends around me are fast-becoming BB converts, just like my humble-self (((::::

Welcome to the BOLD & BEAUTIFUL Club!

No we shall not YIELD to the evil fruit! I was telling Peter pie over lunch today, i'm more interested in touching men than TOUCHSCREENS. lol. Peacy lim nodds wildly in agreement and repeated that after me.

Speaking of which, I hate apples. They ought to be Slashed like the one in the following clip.

See, apples only deserve 2 secs of fame, and then they DIE. lol. sometimes, we'd rather be that annoying orange cus no matter how supposedly dysfunctional or lame it is, it's here to stay. And for the rest of the general population using nokias and whatever...you're BANANAS. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. ok that was a JOKE. Bad metaphor here but i hope you're amused by the dumb clip. LOL. WAZZZZUUUUPPPPP~ LOL.

Wild words of the day:
"It's better to be lonely than to wish to be alone."

2010-01-31T19:29:00.001+08:00

There can only be incessant laughter with Jm Cher around. We just have so much crap to talk about i don't know if we'll ever get tired of gossiping and 'niaming' about the same people and things.

Yesterday was a treat. Ah leow was also there to add-on to the chaos. We just got carried away yaking about nothing in particular at all....and we played with the serviettes for like the longest time. The supposedly quiet coffeebean in T3 must have been suffering from some sort of withdrawal symptoms after we left at 1 plus.

The only serious discussion we had was perhaps the seating arrangement Jm Cher will have at her wedding dinner with XIAO ZHU of cus.

Here's how it will go:

Wu zun will be sitting on my left, Jerry yen on my right and VANNESS WU will be directly oppsosite me (: Ah Leow will be next to Jerry Yen and Lee jiu ze will be on her right. The rest at our table will be Gao yi xiang, Ding Chun Cheng and Lao xiao (aka xiao jing teng for entertainment purposes in case we get bored). And after much pestering from Ah Leow, we allowed the concession of JJ Lin at our table too (though i really cannot comprehend WHY of all people she wants him there).

We also unanimously agreed that Da Nai aka Chow Pohsi will not be allowed at the wedding dinner unless she MARRIED and PREGNANT with preferably a swelling nose because of her apparent attraction to my bro-in-law. lol... no hard feelings da nai, we still love you but YOU CANNOT LOVE YOUR IN-LAW!

lol.

With company like them who cares if the caramel machiato tastes terrible right (:

Sundays are for napping... then i remembered, i have a book i've yet to finish and i think i should quickly read it before the movie comes out this summer (:

its title:

DEAR JOHN

Wild words of the day:
"I look for loyalty in my friends. That and returning phone calls."

2010-01-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all (:

I have a treat for you.

I don't just share this private and personal side of myself to anyone....

...

MY GROSSLY HUGE WISDOM TOOTH

I just got it removed today. Took my dentist like 10mins for the entire process?? The dubious yellowish-liquid is Bleach f.y.i. It is not some kind of arsenic chemical oozing from my tooth. It is damn stinky..i mean the bleach. Can you imagine if salons use this kinda bleach on your precious hair?? lol...of cus they don't. It smells worse than your rotting tooth i bet. Anyways, my dentist is truely awesome...no pain at all... easy-peasy. She kept telling me my tooth is exceptionally big. lol... you can call me "BIG-TEETHED GIRL" from now on. hahahahaa....

Here's the dumb convo with my dentist (i'm the dumb one).....

Dentist: Wah you really brave huh? Really come and remove your wisdom tooth. very good very good.

-i was like thinking to myself: huh.... aren't you the one who asked me to get it removed quickly??? brave meaning what? it's gonna be mf-painful or what???? maybe i should run before it's too late.

*All these while i smile dumbly at her with squinting eyes.

Dentist: Come let me see.... wah it's growing out a lot. see, your lower gums got bitten until a bit white already.

Me: Yar it's quite painful....

Dentist: Yar lah, that's why it's good that you remove now.

Me: Is it going to be very painful? i'm very scared!!

Dentist: No lah don't worry i will try my best to make it the least painful possible

- Thinks: means what?! that means will be painful lah?! OMFGOMFGOMFG... please GYM help me PLEASE...................

Me: huh HUH HUH........huhhhhhhhhh i'm really very scared..................

Dentist: don't worrryyyyy..... i will try my best.......

Turns out i was worrying for nothing. Quick and painless but it costs me $108.

As you can see, i never touched the pain-killers. I'm that zai. hahaha.... and i only replaced the cotton gauze thrice...for the entire day. That's quite disgusting, i even sipped coffee from a straw while the gauze is in my mouth. hahahaa... are you grossed-out?

not my problem. haha. I'm just too happy that i won't be chewing on my own gums from now on (:

and i really need to eat now. Fungry.

Wild words of the day:

"Don't be yourself - be someone nicer."

2010-01-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

i've been talking to alot of friends about something. I think most of you know abou it. Perhaps i may be talking a little too much, thinking abit too far about that particular someone.

The bottom line is, i don't want to spoil anything. And i hope Peacy's right about not losing anything at the end of the day. Even if i do, i'll just take it as karma. The last thing i'd want is to make anyone feel obligated to me. It's a terrible, terrible thing to do.

One thing i'm really proud of though, is that i stayed true to my principle - Never try anything funny when the person's unavailable. but it's not like i'm trying anything funny now.

I almost almost crossed the line last week....so close to getting the friendship killed. No, snap out of it, i'm not a loose woman.... i just almost spilled out something i shouldn't say.... at least not now.

All's too early and there are some things....i just can't say.

Anyways, i've got more things to worry about now.

Wild words of the day:
"I envy paranoids, they actually feel people are paying attention to them."

2010-01-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

Work is so much funner when your bestest friend is your colleague.

Love you Peacy pow pow!

I've got something to say. I'll leave it for tomorrow.

Wild words of the day:

"I know what men wants. They want to be really close to someone who will leave them alone"

Start. Fresh.

2010-01-26T20:01:00.001+08:00

Hey all my lovely peeps,

I've decided. Like it or not (LOL) you'll have to put up with my momentary M.I.A stints.

Writing is therapy to me, i've always loved writing. I think it's only when i write that i feel closer to who i am inside. So, i hope this comes as a great piece of news to you (:

I can't guarantee i'm gonna be faithful in this plus now that i'm working full-time for my dad, it's tough...really tough. Sometimes i wish i have many hands, legs and 4 brains.

And you know how lazy i get sometimes :x

But for a start, I've decided to change my blogskin...well at least the pic and colors. I hope it's not too much of an eyesore to you. I think it's perfectly fine so...well, even if it hurts your eyes, I don't care. LOL.

I don't wana change the blog altogether because firstly, what's new? i'm lazy. Secondly, i don't feel the need to, it's not like i'm gonna have a total personality change. Well, though i'll really try to be less foul-mouthed (one of my new yr resolutions, rem? Love more Hate less) this time. Thirdly, i like to keep in touch with my old self, and maybe it's also good that you remind yourself of how gross i used to be, so that you can appreciate me better now.

Whatever it is, there's really no need to end my blog. I hate goodbyes... i don't wana rid myself from the past either. So i've made my choice - The old me stays, but i'm gonna explore the better part of me from now on.

Hope you can support me in this and appreciate the change (:

Wild words from wild women:
"The advantage of love at first sight is that it delays a second sight."
-Natalie Clifford Barney, literary salon hostess

This new year

2010-01-02T17:49:00.002+08:00

I just want 5 things:

1) GOOD HEALTH for everyone i care about.

2) Our company to be successful and RICH.

3) Let the evil lot have a taste of their Karma.

4) HAPPINESS for my Family and friends.

5) Basically better luck this year for me in everything... that'll be very nice :)

For my 0wn resolutions this year...i'll just keep them to myself. I've written a list of 10 'commandments' that's stuck on my dressing mirror. Very exhaustive ones (to me) but i shall try. LOL. One of them says "listen to daddy".

hahahahhaaa~

it's really tough i tell you.

This year too, i shall refrain from dwelling into the part where i am, uh, still single. So do me a favour friends, don't start.

Oh, and finally,

Thanks for staying interested in my less than exciting life, friends...

(and whoever else who reads my blog ;p )

Cheers to an awesome year ahead,

Mat 2010

My Very Merry Christmas*

2009-12-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

hey people,

I know some of you might have waited for sometime for my next post on the vacation pics :) i Just uploaded an album in facebook. Please go check them out from there yah? More to come so stay tuned! :D

I trust that you guys must have had a FANTASCULAR CHRISTMAS, right? Mine was awesome too, lest the part i lost 8bucks in MJ. Jm cher must be gleaming somewhere..bleah~ she was SO LUCKY lor. Poor me and ah leow. But to begin with, my christmas season kicked-start with already something to die for:
A Europe vacation.

Star-shaped snow flakes, white christmas and an unforgetable experience...what more can i ask for right??

Haha... anyways mom fefe and myself dined at The Goodwood Park Hotel on christmas eve. YES, without daddy. He was entertaining some people so... he missed the awesome food and fun!

You'll never go wrong with balloons on every festive occasion.

Mommy dearest looking pleased, i wonder why.

Smell something?? LOL. obviously NOT.

Movenpick ice cream! Not as good as those we ate 10,000 feet above ground in Switzerland though.

My choice of starters!

regretted not taking more oysters though. i was too full to go for a second round :(

I Super mad love their salad and dressing!!!

Mom and me had a glass of white wine each for the occassion :D

Fefe who came late dug in right away at the sight of the spread.

Notice how full her plate was for starters.

goofin' around in party hats and stuff.

look what i found in the goody bag??

first time i saw a cone-shaped party popper. it's called "PARIS CROISSANT"

LOL

mommy's attempt at taking a photo of us.

Me and my greatest greates Xmas gift of ALL.

my MIU MIU bag from Paris!!!!!

A yummy tartlet with all the wild berries i love :P

looks happening right?

it tastes average.

the waiter is not too good with cameras

Mommy is AWESOME.

On the way back we drove-by Orchard Rd.

We always complain how ugly the decorations look each year but i'm very proud to say this really looks nicer than the much raved about streets of Champ Elysees in Paris.

Right after the dinner, i met up with Jiayi and Jane at the Vista (ECP)

A leopard-prints hair band and a personalised christmas card from who else??

My VERY AWESOME-SWEET BEST FRIEND FOREVER,

JIAYI LIM

girlfriends' reunion!

so much to talk about....

my strawberry margarita.

SUPERB!

Mine was so good Jiayi had to order one too... in Peach flavour.

Here's Jane trying a sip. Super yumz!

Our Snacks!!

the mustard sauce that refuses to come out.

Jiayi savouring her star pick. lol.

i look like i found something grosssssss

one in a million chio pic i took of her. hahaha.

this waiter is much better..

musing over the photos we took

You can only be this happy when it comes presents.

Kiehl's from me and Crabtree & evelyn from Jane.

Nowonder she's soooooooooo happy. lol.

Kiehl's handcream for Jane, from yours truly, ME.

Not my present. They just wanted to prove a point about how a bright red paper bag makes the photo look so much better.

INDEED.

Back Home....

A mini christmas tree sent to us from a client.

it's real!

to illustrate it's mini-ness, i got muffy to pose next to it :)

Muffy and my thunder thighs

Fefe baked an orange cake in the middle of the night.

I mad love it.

Random pic with my newfound love.

Do you know i saved like 400 bucks for buying my Miu Miu in Paris. It costs 2120SGD here in sunny singapore. I bought it for only 1980SGD in Paris, Lafayette. That's before lessing the tax rebates.

Pretty Awesome, huh? :DDD

My Europe vacation~ Italy>Switzerland>France 2009

2009-12-22T00:36:00.003+08:00

Here's a little pictorial summary of my Europe Vacation!

(click on photos to enlarge)

My vacation was shorter than expected cus my Mommy dearest was sick right from the start!

Luckily, she managed to pull herself together (THANK GUAN IM MA) for the best part of it -

PARIS.

Think we were flowing along the right side of the tide cus if not for the last minute changes, we may be stranded in Holland for quite some time. FOLLOW THE NEWS, people!! People DIED in the cold in Europe! and not to mention the 40% cancelled flights from Paris the day after we left.

So mommy's illness was like a blessing in disguise, though i'd gladly take her place. She was really suffering for like half of the trip.

She was already running a slight fever on the plane to Rome. poorthing. Dad half-forced me n fe with his persuasive tone to swop our tripple-seater with his double-seater on the plane so he could LIE DOWN AND SLEEP throughout. Poor me and fe sat on one seat each (like every other normal passengers), uncomfortable and SLEEPLESS.

I watched a grand total of 7 movies to and from Europe on my flights.

UP & The Hangover (to Rome)
All about Steve, Coco Before Chanel, Simpson's movie, and 2 Korean flicks. (back from Paris)

Not a champion in adjusting to time differences. Am still sleeping 4am in the morning and waking at 3.
Thanks to the last min changes though, we got our chance on the new A380 plane back from Paris. And cus the flight was full, we had to pay for higher economy seats, and dad upgraded his to business class on the 2nd level. Anyways, that was like my best flight ever cus we hardly felt anything during take-off and landing. VERY AWESOME for a person like me who's scared of flying (in case u didn't know).

I don't know why it must be my mensus or something so i kept wanting to pee. And i HAD to pee when the plane was about to take off. So i made a mad dash to the nearest toilet i was eyeing from the moment i board the plane. LOL. when i came out there was this unclish looking steward waiting outside my door~~ hmm, i wonder why, besides the fact that the plane was in taxi. Anyways, i went back and exclaimed to fefe "WAH the toilets in A380 are very nice and big leh! their toiletries all feragamo one! awesome right??" i only realised much later that i accidentally used the first class toilet. GAHHH.

Anyways, there was this handsome/cute/swave looking air steward tending our aisle. He had to stick his face so close when he speaks for duno what reason. maybe he was hoping we'd faint at his charming face so we won't bug him for service. he actually resembles PAN YU WEN if you watch chao ji xing guang da dao. This dreamy looking prince... not important, i pity the thought of him cleaning the disgusting toilets on long haul flights. The sinks are always filled with colgate-water. eeeeeeewwww~

Okay, enough of the Mundane stuff. Here's a clue to the exciting part:

MIU MIU

More to come in later posts :)

words from a tv junkie

2009-11-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

i love tv. i love watching tv. some people find it a waste of time and a social meltdown... Well, they're probably right but i have my reasons.

I was watching 5 episodes of Sex and the City yesterday night on HBO and it amazes me how even the opening tune got me all excited and purched on my couch like a primary school kid waiting for 'aunty peggy' from bookworm to start her presentation in the assembly hall.

I love sex and the city. gives us singles some room for imagination...inspiration...minus all the SEX that is. it's not applicable in my world yet. i'm talking about its subject matter like friendship, choices, relationships, dating, and LOVE.

Episodes like "they shoot all the single people, don't they?" are pinpoint reflections, though not absolutely bullseye, on the fear of singlehood that's secretly creeping into our lives, as uh, SINGLES. One moment i was like "oh...i'm so glad and consolated that it's a very real thing that singles are experiencing..i'm not alone in camp-lonely..." (sounds a bit ironic..) but then again, yuck, why should i feel consolated? i sure as hell don't wana be stuck in it just cus every other single women are in my shoes. i wana be out of it.

and then it proceeded to demonstrate how this thought of mine is acutely dangerous too. cus in our determination to spiral out of the vicious cycle of failed love, wrong love and non-existant love, we fall into a bigger pit of mistake.

We fake it.

If you let your ego down a bit, you have to admit you fake it sometimes. because you're afraid of loneliness, self-pity and judgement from others. So you'll rather be caught out with a guy you don't really like, or someone you havent been talking to for years...or whatever. In essence, you pretend that you're in good company or a relationship you fundamentally don't believe in...just to fill that gap.

Which is so wrong.

I'm a self-proclaimed TV junkie, but i also happen to have an invisible set of principles i swear by. So if you ask me, i'm pretty inspired by that particular episode of Sex and the City. it really got me thinking if i should fake it or be lonely.

I guess if you know me well enough, you'll probably know my answer.

Signing off with XOXO,
Mat

針尖上的天使 Gives you so much to think about...

2009-11-18T16:16:00.002+08:00

"說謊的人要吞一千根針哦"

Just a short update

2009-11-18T12:13:00.000+08:00

My cousin's wedding is on SATURDAY.

oh, guess what?

i got a cut on my leg.

Horrid.

And it doesn't help when my dress is this SHORT.

very randomly, i Tzenged my phone again.....for the 87654th time.

Verbal diarrhea Sunday

2009-11-01T16:33:00.002+08:00

Sunday oh Sunday....

It's like a legitimate day for laziness or the like. I HEART SUNDAYS. yay yay yay.

I get to sleep in till 2, wake up and roll around like nobody's business. Normally on weekdays, it's just not possible. My parents hound me to death for waking up at 10... i know it's still luxury for any working adult to wake up at 10 but, hell....i'm not a working adult YET. so give me a break, and i'm sorry you have to wake up at 7 every morning... i know right, it sucks. :x

But my mum has other things to hound me about this afternoon. like my CREDIT CARD BILLS. I stared at it and the bulk of what she's accusing me of was also coincindently spent on outings with my sister... so well, it's not just me right. She doesn't have a card and she's always complaining about her wardrobe and whatever, i'm merely doing her a favour on the very miserable few shopping trips we have together lately. and i do sign with discretion for the very fact that i know who's going through the list each month. I'm not stupid you know. I notify them of big purchases prior to the unintended credit-shocks they get. I'm no big saver but i'm still reasonably ethical at a certain level.

Okay not a good idea to rant about my post-earning credit debts. It's not the best reading material for you. How about I'm going on a EUROPE TRIP this december?

Rome - Venice - Switzerland - Milan - Paris

It's not just talk. it's CONFIRMED :) the best part, we're flying SQ. (THANK GOODNESS) not some kuku unreliable Turkish Airlines that the travel agency recommended. Well, i'm not hopping on a fleet that crashed in February this year. you'll have to shoot me, i'm sorry. i do not give a flying love about the switching color modes in the plane that is apparently so fascinating to the travel agent. Well Mr. Travel Agent, i'm glad that you so easily find such little perks in life that makes you happy, but i don't think whimsical light displays can calm me down on a 12hour flight with a notorious reputation *shrugs*

I need a break. and please, before you condemn me about already having a break of a lifetime now.... i'm telling you it's not all fantastic. Besides the no obligations plus point for being unemployed, there are many less remarkable issues that i'm too exhausted to list. you can guess and i'm pretty sure you can come up with a toilet roll full of it with your standard. plainly, it's just not as good as you perceive.

And for the BILLIONth time, I AM NOT DOING NOTHING. and i'd appreciate if you don't come and ask me SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW every f-ing time you see me, okay??? I am peeved and ANNOYED by questions like that these days.... because frankly, i don't like to be reminded of how unproductive i am and i don't owe anyone an explanation.

I don't know why i have so much to say on a freaking Sunday...sudden outlash of angst...my contractions in emotions... maybe cus i didn't wash my hair last night. Lemme go think of something to do now. Bye~~

I AM LAZY

2009-10-29T01:16:00.000+08:00

It's funny i feel an unnecessary obligation to blog. I imagine this fellowship of individuals thirsting after my uninteresting but bizarrely popular contents. But Of cus, i can only imagine lah....

I actually have lots to blog about but i honestly am lazy. I hope you're still interested though (:

In order to entice you to go on, I have pictures ;D Oh yes.... Lots of them....

Oh by the way, don't need to guess, the discontinuation of my L.P.B. is out of pure LAZINESS as well. But hey, that's not to say i'm living a life of BORE okay, it's so happening i don't know where to begin. hohoho.

Before the pictures galore, I'd like to first congratulate my honey buddy Jiayi Lim:

YOU'RE GONNA BE OFFICIALLY OFF THE HOOK, BABEY!!!!! THE NEXT MOST ANTICIPATED PHASE OF YOUR LIFE IS NEARING.... and HOW AWESOME is it that I AM part of it, huh???? LOL.

this is so gonna give you a nightmare. hahahahahahhaaaa... but P.S. I LOVE YOU ;p

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Here goes....

You know, i just have too much of everything

like clothes....

bags...

cosmetics...

facial products...

hair accessories...

toiletries....

more toiletries...

even bedroom slippers...

pictures and whatever...

boxes of skincare products (to remind me of how to use them)

a whole tin of used eye drop tubes...

... rubbish as well

BUT that's not enough....

i got myself

a fragrance by Benefit (which i kinda regret cus it isn't as long lasting as claimed by the promoter) but it does smell good.

Kiehl's awesome rare earth moisturizer (It's a must-have for gals with oily skin and large pores)

Accessories from Accessorize

Mighty heart this one, especially

I decided to go with GUESS instead of Marc Jacobs cus this one's just too glam for it's cost

Americaya Wedges mommy bought for me <3<3<3

Surprise Belated birthday gift from YY & JM. LOVE you 2 to bits~

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU, AMY~

You won't believe her monstrous appetite. LOL.

..yeah it's scary... i know...

woops!

Living the L.P.B. Vol.3, Sinful Desires

2009-10-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

When you're in serious bumming mode, you are bound to be hit by inevitable illnesses.

They're foolproof and insuppresible.... (if there ain't such words then consider i invented them).

Even though you're not in my shoes, lemme welcome you to a sneak peak of what i'm aiming for in my time of idle.

HAHAHHAHAHAAA.

Laugh with me Lee Lee

fragrance by Benefit

Flip Flops by BeBe

William (Timepiece)

Marc by Marc jacobs

horrible, horrible....

but

I shall make them mine in no time!

L.P.B Vol. 2

2009-10-15T14:04:00.003+08:00

As promised.... the pictures since my very first day of BUMMING.

So, actually my bumming diaries kicked-start with a super downer.

I had to drag myself to my dental appointment, which my dad (thank you very much) dotingly arranged for me. I don't know why, really...even after a major dental reconstruction years ago, i'm still pretty freaked out visiting the dentist. Maybe because of my newly grown wisdom tooth. and TRUE ENOUGH, my friendly dentist advised me to remove it soon, which i'll gladly procrastinate at least a good few months. HA HA.... Oh! and she was exclaiming non stop about how much i've changed since last time....she said i looked like a TOM-BOY. wtf? lol. but thanks, i appreciate her efforts in coaxing me into removing tt damned wisdom tooth though (: she then traumatised me once again, with the antic clay model of how my teeth used to look like. Never fail to irk me each time i see it, though i never know why she finds so much joy and achievement in showing it to me every single time i come in, when she's already done so many other cases. I must be one of the worst-turned-awesome patients. hahaahaha...

While i was battling my nerves inside, my less than bothered sister Felicia Lau Wan Lin aka the Spoilt-Princess (SP) flips her magazine indifferently with an equally Bo Chap face.

Tuesday's BIG PROJECT:

Mr Lau inspects the filter system and heaves a huge sigh of despair at the sight of the shit-mess with a question at the back of his mind "How can they s**t so much??" Oh, ask yourself Mr lau...

Possibilities:

1) Mr Lau has Compulsive Feeding Disorder

2) Granny and Mr Lau both embarked on a feeding tournament

3) There's just too much s**t for the Sucker-fishes to take

My take: Either 1 or 2

look at the grey colony of unknown crap.

There's a hell lot of them like everywhere inside.

You'll never guess what they are...

Ultimate grossness to the maximum.

They are actually flies.

Not the ones that hover around your unshampooed hair of cus. These are water flies i think..or whatever hell of flies you call them. They're just irksome and gross and GROSS.

Took us quite some time to sieve out their carcasses. Nothing but trouble these flies...

# END OF PROJECT #

i never seem to pay attention to small details at home until i came across this

Muffy is a darn messy eater... Just like his owner. You guess who.

Wednesday was a BLAST besides the much anticipated Chili Crab dinner.

I went to pick that disgusting girl up from her hostel. She got condemned by me (as usual) for not picking up my calls when i reached her school. Damn it. Is she not tired of my condemnation? Cus i AM. It's not particularly enjoyable getting pissed you know.... she happily didn't bother to check her phone when she knew i was on my way to fetch her. Unacceptable. I made at least 20 damning calls, only to hear my own annoying voice at the back saying "hello? errmmm yah? I cannot hear you...." f**king lame. Normally i will find it amusing but the caller was MYSELF. you know how you set a bootie-trap and then You yourslef fell for it. Not funny.

My hostility dissolved when we saw this white suzuki swift turn right into a one way traffic with 6 lanes of cars facing her way. That aunty must be that BLURR. the sign clearly states right turn at the next junction. So i was right behind her and i slowed down and quickly gestured for her to move back into the lane. OMG. i must be such an angel. Some cars were already honking me to death behind but i figured if i don't help her, i doubt those honking morons behind will. It's like i can feel her distress and i'm pretty sure she swerved a bit before continuing on the straight road.. LOL. Oh, and she managed a 'thank you' gesture like after 30secs. Poor aunty.

Anyways, we had our late lunch at this Japanses restaurant in ION Orchard which i don't remember it's name. It sells affordable Japanese food or something. Whatever, we were just hungry...

..and don't this just looks SO familiar. *refer to photo above*

It does look dog-foodish but it tastes pretty awesome.

It's corn kernels stir-fried with bacon and potatoes.

well, at least fefe likes it.

and you wonder what princesses eat right? Dog food lah! LOL

Mine was definitely more inviting... heh heh.

Kimchi POrk hot pot. Super Yums. You know i usually hate Japanese hotpots cus of their annoyingly sweet soup base but this is not sweet. so it's perfect for me (:

This is Fefe's Seafood baked rice..there's a japanese name for it but i can't remember. so Whatever. It's really yummy too, that's what you need to know. hahaa..

After that we went to Far East and bought day dresses for our cousin's wedding and i FINALLY bought my BEBE Dress. It's none of the ones i posted here. It's a more toned-down Black mini toga dress with frills at the shoulder sash. I won't post it here cus you'll get to see it soon! next month...HAHA!

And finally..... Get ready your tissue papers please...

The Awesome Chili Crab mummy promised @ Long beach Dempsey!!!!!!!

actually, i prefer the black pepper one. Majorly finger-linkin' GOOD!

WOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~

Eh, Nancie dear, if you want something similar you can try the Assam fish head in OCC leh. Remember the "ULTRA inviting" picture that your boss approved? So Appetizing.

Living the LIFE of a Professional Bummer aka (L.P.B) VOL. 1

2009-10-14T12:25:00.001+08:00

I Trekked 10.5KM on Monday.

oh, nothing. Just to AWE you. hahahaa....

The best part? about 5km was completed in torrential rain. So the 3 of us (dad, mom and ME) were soaked in rain and sweat and Suayness as we continued through the MacRitchie trails.

One thing though, i think i'm still damn fit. I didn't ache anywhere and i didn't suffer from any hint of cold. :D

Tuesday At home was..... quite eventful.

Dad and i embarked on a very tough and challenging task of giving the pond a MAJOR clean-up. Though, okay, most part of it involves him purched at the filter and me trying to shelter him from the sun with an umbrella. LOL. We make a great team man... I just hope the fishes can show a tad more appreciation by shitting less, or at least, eat some of it up themselves.

I took some photos of the great project but i'm too lazy to get the cable from upstairs. HEHEHE...

i am currently suppressing my craving for CHILLI CRAB. I've been pestering my folks since last night. Some stupid variety program showing NOTHING else but chilli crab. Like WHAT THE CRAB?! make me wana eat too. And you know, as usual.... i'm just too "jian". i kept dropping bombs at my mom saying "eh mummy, daddy say hor, if you wana eat chilli crab he will go and buy for you leh.." and i nudge and i nudge and i nudge.... LOL. that never materialize of cus. So i tried my luck again and VIOLA~! they agreed to treat me to a crab feast T'NITE!!!!!

I'm just too cute a daughter to resist, am I?

SHIT. running late. I gotta pick-up Princess FeFe from NUS and zoom to town to get our dresses for cousin Kanny's wedding in November. BEBE HERE I COME!!!!~~~!!~!~!~!~!~!

Vanny-HOT!

2009-10-05T14:16:00.004+08:00

OMG.

I know the F4 Fad is LONG up in smoke but you know.... Hot Stuff are forever HOT STUFF. Apart from fatty Ken Zhu and his otherwise better-looking-but-has-unbelievably-small-hands- fellow member VIC CHOU whom i've NEVER found cute *gasps for air* I'd say the other two are still reasonably attractive. I have no qualms about Ken Zhu being the biggest contribution to F4's FAD because his weight is one very profound example of something that doesn't last, if you know what i mean. LOL. Just like how the 3rd Spin-off of Meteor Garden LOST IT, he did as well.... but in a BIG way. rlol.

Both Vanness Wu & Jerry Yan's new dramas are airing around the same time this season but i'm gonna have to give it to VANNESS this time cus....

Firstly,

I MIGHTY-LOVE his new hairstyle. *think meteor-era rebonded hair and then look at this*

C'mon, you gotta love this. and please don't say things like he is not handsome. Who is, really? Your boyfriend??? woops, joking. but for once, just cut out the inner-beauty crap and give his parents some credits man.

Secondly,

The female lead isn't as annoying as uh..... Chen Qiao En or Lin Yi Chen or whoever. I just don't find her that annoying.

Thirdly (you'll Love this part),

Vanness plays an ICE HOCKEY PLAYER in the show (though that's not the highlight of the storyline). So you think his acting sucks and he's nothing but a prettyboy male-lead, right? YES, in a way...but i'd say he has improved quite a bit and i think this role suits him most amongst all the other dramas he did (from Peach Girl to Meteor Garden). It's really not so bad cus he did improve in some small ways... Well, at least you won't be cursing away at his looks. Trust me, the drama is very bearable.

Finally,

If you're still not convinced..... Stare at his cute face for another 10 secs.

You are so dropping dead at his HOTNESS, RIGHT?

I'll take your silence as tacit compliance :)

下一站幸福 Autumn's Concerto" (2009) Trailer

Unforgiving.......

2009-09-28T15:25:00.003+08:00

This has gotta be one of those suay days of mine.

I saw an irksome person who reminds me of her even more IRKSOME other half who also happens to be a PSYCHO with multiple other names that are along the line of curse-words.

I'm not afraid to say that she used to be my cousin but not now because as much as i'm objective and sentimental, i feel pretty ashamed of her husband's existence. So much so that i can overtly proclaim that sometimes, though not often, relatives are just relative.

If you ask me to think of those happy times we had togther and the times where everyone is happy with everyone.... and just forget about whatever happened..... Then may i ask what went through their corrupted minds the same time they decide to turn against us? Were they possessed? unlikely. Then i suppose it's pretty fair, after going through a tumultous turn of events, that we opt out of this warped relation.

So because i don't want to be disgusted at myself for doing something i don't believe in, i blatantly ignored her and walked away. Don't be mistaken that i can't face her the way her psycho husband couldn't face us (he ought to), I'm just too principled to do so. Because nothing is more important than my immediate family. and thanks to them in a way, i've never been that clear and protective about the people that matters to me most, and of cus, those who don't.

Unworthy. Really unworthy.

Another reason is because i am also quite thoroughly disgusted with my 2nd Aunt, who also happens to be the mother of the "once" cousin i was talking about. Maybe you feel that i shouldn't be disrespectful but to me.....respect is forever earned. it's not a given, and it should never be taken for granted.

Just some facts about her that i want people to know before they start to judge me:

1) She ever chased my grandparents out of the house (that legally belongs to my grandfather) because of some petty argument, even when it was a fact that my grandfather favours her a lot. If you talk about respect, then let's start from here. How can you do that to your own parents? Is she fucking possessed too? A lot of the younger cousins may not know this but this is what i heard from my own grandmother (also her mother) and other aunts. THAT IS WHY MY GRANDPARENTS came to Singapore to stay. I swore i could see tears in my granny's eyes as she recalled this incident.

2) She almost got into a physical fight with my granny.....fighting with your own mother? Very respectable.

3) She tried to "CON" my aunts into giving her my grandfather's death cert so she could change the ownership of the house to her name...which didn't occur cus of some complications. LUCKILY.

4) She also stirred quite a commotion about splitting the money collected at my grandfather's funeral. All my other aunts were damn pissed with her.

5) She continued staying at the house my grandfather left behind and even renovated it. She boasted to the entire village about how rich her (PSYCHO) son-in-law is but DID NOT and NEVER BOTHERED to set aside any room for my granny when the house rightfully belongs to my granny after the passing of my grandfather.

6) She and one of her sons and some others in the family spread rumours that my dad is working UNDER her PSYCHOTIC son-in-law (which i believe he himself claimed so not surprisngly) when my dad is actually his PARTNER and a SHAREHOLDER in his company.

7) She fucking spread false rumours that we were able to afford our house only because my dad took money from the company.

...If I don't get pissed at this point i might as well put on a Halo and float into heaven.

8) This one's quite appalling to me: She DID NOT FIX ANY ELECTRICITY, LIGHTS, FAN...whatsoever for my grandparents in their room when they were staying at the house. My granny had to fan herself to sleep everynight. So much for filial piety.

9) She IGNORED my granny recently at a chinese opera performance in the village when my granny was sitting next to her.

10) My granny wanted to walk over and talk to one of my younger relatives sitting at the rear of the bike this hell of a aunt was riding but she BLATANTLY RODE AWAY IGNORING my granny again.

and my personal fave of her list of glamourous moments in life:

She actually said something like 'luckily my daughter (tt PSYCHO's wife) didn't marry your son' at her daughter's EX-boyfriend's FUNERAL....TO HIS MOTHER.

*Standing OVATION*

I couldn't be bothered to start on that psychotic S-Hole today.

At this age, i'm pretty sure i can differentiate between right and wrong...and of cus, to be magnanimous. Just so you know, my definition of magnimity is to just shut these unworthy people out.

My aim of writing this, is not to make my younger relatives hate their grandmother... But i feel that it's not wrong for them to know either, if they ever read this that is. Facts are facts. whether they like it or not. Inconvenient truths are hard to swallow. But i must say i'm happy that at least they did not take after their grandmother. It's just sad if they did. To me, i have nothing against them. It's just the older generation. I don't like to be forced into respecting people i don't believe in or obliging just because i'm born into it.

Of cus my mother taught me well... i don't scheme against others, i don't betray, i definitely won't turn against my own family for no apparent reasons. She also taught me to be respectful....the ONE most basic trait that anyone should have under proper guidance.

SO, I'm merely standing by what is right, and not let negative influences affect my considerably decent upbringing. Sorry to say, but I'm not that forgiving when it comes to people hurting the ones i care about.

I'm choosing to shut out the BAD and UNWORTHY to avoid tainting my life.

2009-09-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

The Korean bun. (1st attempt)

I'm missing my JMs (Cherine, Don and Gerald).

I was sitting in my colleague's car during lunch. My pants nearly caught fire cus of the heat.

Man.... and i went "Wahhhh hot!!!"

That so reminded me of my JMs. Year 2, Sem 1:

Every Tuesday & Thursday after our Science of Music module, JM Don will fetch us back to Arts.

Cher and i will go: "sssooooo HOOOOT"

Don will always reply: "Thanks Jm."

hahahahhaaa...

and there's Gerald's incessant loudness....

..and the 4 of us always shouting in the car for no reason.

We should try that again sometime. :)

Bouquets and Brickbats

2009-09-24T17:57:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the double post but i'd like to share some humour with you.

You know how Singaporeans can be so weird and bizarre sometimes. Beneath their prim and proper exterior is an undiscovered talent for humour. Like honestly, they are funny without even trying. This talent can only be fished from the FEEDBACKS they write.

If i were a scout, i'd easily pick a handful from 20 feedbacks i read here.

Here's one classic example:
(Of cus, it's only ethical that i don't mention the member's name just in case he writes to some newspaper flaming me (like what he threatens below). It'll only inconvenience the editor cus of his very impressive command of English. On deeper thought, i think he was too pissed to write proper english.)

"I came to the club at about 11am alone for 1 ball to register, the counter girl told me there's no flight so i went to the range. As i was on my way to nearby toilet to get some drinks (what?! he gets drinks from the toilet?!! really don't wana know what he drinks in there) I saw a flight of 3 balls on 1209pm (i thought that's some kind of 4D number until i saw the 'pm' behind. LOL) going to the course. SO i went over to the counter which was another counter girl there (totally lost his command of english to his emotions) she does not know anything about the matter. My name and tel no. was given on the time of my registration so i just wanted to know is there are any favourites to golfer or is the counter have the power not to have the member to join in the flight or the status of my membership are not (Verbal diarrheoa here) enough to play golf (tsk tsk, totally sour). Does the member have the power of rights not to let the join in guest to play? (uh-HUH!) If your club is not going to respone (too angry he can't spell) to me in one week's time I will not wait and go to newspaper that there are overpower among the club rules (don't understand his train of thought, whatsoever)."

Oh and he still owes the Club a thousand bucks in golfing. Mister, we have better reasons to keep you off the greens :)

But he's not number one.

Number 1 on my list should be awarded to the MOST PERSISTENT AND RESILIENT COMPLAINER EVER who CANNOT STOP WRITING IN about the missing "entertainment" section of the ZAO BAO. He writes in every other day, to the CHAIRMAN though i'm very sure there's no such position in the Club, and keeps pestering us to notify him of the progress of investigation.

All that for a pathetic entertainment portion of Zao Bao that he can't seem to afford himself. I think it's affecting him so bad that he may be suffering from insomnia or loss of apetite over deprivation of celebrity gossips specifically from his favourite piece of newspaper.

This uncle... seriously, has nothing better to do.

However, on the better side of the planet, there are actually appreciative people who takes time and effort to sing praises for the deserving lot.

Sometimes i really wonder...even if i truly am grateful for the good service i recieve, will i be motivated to pen them down on a feedback form voluntarily? I don't think so. And i'm not very proud of that. This is an unpleasant part of me that i'd wana change. It's just like how i love to recieve praises and good words from others...the best part is, it doesn't hurt to do so. In fact, i think both sides feel good. We really shouldn't be too selfish with praises. let's all be generous :)

It's a tit-for-a-tat world...and it's the same for everyone and everything.

As for those morons.... i'll forgive them cus they are my source of entertainment. haha.

2009-09-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

I woke up this pleasant morning in SHOCK cus it reads NINE O'clock on my Alarm clock.

What happened to the Alarm??? Oh! it went of the first time and i hid it in my blanket. HAHA.

So no time for coffee or breakfast or playing with Muffyboy. So darn late.

Changed into 3 different cardigans before settling with one. Should've been prepared the night before since i'm always rushing for time...i know.

I was still thinking of my coffee on my way out.... contemplated stopping over at Northpoint for one but I WAS ALREADY late.

Arrived at office 9:30. Not too bad. just half an hour short. Quite a record for waking up at 9.

and then i smell COFFEE..... from this starbucks cuppa a seat away..........

*faints*

i have to get my daily dose!!!! i'm so gonna get it at lunch.

My awesome Vanilla Latte in Grande.

i. love. you.

Starbucks should really have a Drive-Through man.

A random musing: i was eating at China Square (someplace in the heart of the CBD), a very nice place surrounded by office buildings. It's an executive's haven with bars and eateries lined along this walkway of trees with fairy lights. It was a Monday, a public holiday, quiet, no office crowd. Then i wondered, if i could live my life again. I'd work for a life like that. I'd wana earn myself a place in one of those iconic office buildings...strut in Christian Louboutin heels holding my daily cuppa from a Starbucks nearby....live in an apartment 2 streets away from the bustling city with my best friend...and hangout at my faveourite bar for drinks after work, or dine at the sushi restaurant nearby...a local version of a Sex in the City kinda life.

That's the life man.

But hell, i doubt i can achieve this lifetime.

To be fair, i think my life now is the best that it can be, just short of (you know what) and a little more excitement. Otherwise, i'm thanking god that everything's pretty much in good place. :) I can still get my Louboutins either way. :D

Back to reality....

Some pictures taken the past few days.

Fefe & daddy couldn't be more bothered with my camera than the Durians. My Dad CLAIMS that each costs like $40. Courtesy of our family friend though. And i wonder if u've heard about this but i wana share a durian-eating tip with you: If you run tap water over a durian shell to wash your hands you can actually get rid of the smell. it's SO TRUE! try it the next time. But don't buy from cold storage cus they don't come with shells. Alternatively, you can just wear gloves...as demonstrated by fefe in picture.

Muffy trying to "suck-up" to my dad.... as usual.

We celebrated Rella's 31st Birthday! cannot imagine right? Our maid's 31 yrs old! so don't look like it.

She's like the best domestic helper ever......

I hope she doesn't look like that in her hostel.

Mummy forced me to take pictures of the Ladyfinger plant before it falls off soon. Awesome. It's like we can cook fish head curry with ONE ladyfinger. what the hell.....

What am i gonna do after the last dance class? can anybody come up with anything???

2009-09-16T15:51:00.001+08:00

Elva is cool.

*photo from yahoo news

Gem-studded Earphones?

UlTRA COOL.

HOT & NEW songs to be updated into my karaoke system. (major YAYness)
HAPPENING WEEKEND - Friday Late Night Karaoke with Glyn, Jacky & Collin/ Saturday Dance +Birthday celebration for Nai Zun @ Dan Ryan's (my new fave, kudos to Jiayi my love)/ Sunday TBA
SHOPPING ITCH can only be cured with therapy. This month, COSMETICS!!!! followed by clothes, shoes, accessories.
MOVIE DATES are welcome on weekday nights. Let's watch: Year One/Time Traveller's Wife/The Ugly Truth
TRIED AND TRYING to be a sugar-coated friend for the one-and-only-Bestest friend.
NEW CODE OF CONDUCT - Be nice. Whine less. Complain less. Appreciate more. Let it Go.
NEVER TIRED of hanging out with my parents. Love my folks.
BOILING POINT this week: "Obligated" Inconvenience.
FATTEST PAYCHECK in occ to date.
RUNNING OUT of excuses to NOT go for work.

What?! Low market VALUE?!?!??!?!?!?!

2009-09-15T11:55:00.001+08:00

Let me tell you....

Quizes are created for a reason. And the major reason it's ever concieved is to FORCE EXPLETIVES OUT OF YOU. okay, maybe i'm a bit severe here or as you suspect, may be suffering from something known as "I-cannot-accept-inconvenient-truths-Syndrome".

Whatever the hell it is.....i really quite majorly dislike the outcome of this one.

Yes, i broke my Rule No. (what) of NOT Succumbing to generalisation through ill-designed questions that experts supposedly think makes your life better. I FALTERED and SUBJECTED myself to this shit...WHY? simply because i was THAT BORED in office.

Another reason, was of cus, i really wanted to know. But unfortunately end up feeling like a sour-puss over it.

In Case you're still wondering what pissed me of so bad.... nothing can be more insulting than finding out about your LOW VALUE in the MALE-MEAT MARKET.

Allow me another moment to indulge in my sorrows..........Oh~~i must be so insane....

Instead of a BLUE CHIP, i come closer to one that's probably gonna crash and burn in the stock market.

and WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH ALWAYS MAKING TIME FOR MY FRIENDS EVEN WHEN I'M BUSY??? since when has that quality become an obstacle in the quest for love, HUH?! that's totally warped......

Also very strangely, turns out that being a bit of a self-obsessed bitch winds you up closer to dating. like WTF, seriously? You get 10points for being a friend that "cancels on your friend"? Think i'll have to undergo some major values-reconstruction before i date someone. and of cus, end up a total frozen friend (though i do have one or two friends like tt even though they do NOT have bfs).

It just super shocked me when the verdict was:

With your value hovering at a frightening low......

See, i know i shouldn't do those stupid quizes... this is what i get. A SORE feeling from knowing. How can it possibly make you feel better, huh????????

It can.

Cus i did it again after reading the results.

I know, i know... i'm like the epitome of self-denial.

Sidetrack: My wisdom tooth is giving me problems again. This time, i think it's here to stay. *GASP* can somebody invent something that dissolves teeth so we wise ppl can actually avoid going under plyers and needles?

3 days ago....

2009-09-11T10:24:00.002+08:00

Daddy: You know ah, me and my friends... we walk 13kilometres everytime. You know from where not? from Bukit Purmei all the way up to Mt Fabor...then all the way to the Henderson Waves...and then up the slope until the Southbridge....and back...

Me: *Nod nod* watches TV intently.

Daddy: You know the South Bridge is not a normal bridge you know? it's very long and winding and....

Me: *Nod Nod Nod* huh... is it.

Daddy: YAH! of cus... and we go all the way to the Hortpark and back leh...

Me: *nods several other times* wahh... aiya walk only...

Daddy: I tell you you sure cannot one lah... No joke you know...

Me: *Widens my eyes* EXCUSE ME~~~~~~~ daddy. you're talking to a young person here leh. what cannot?

Daddy: You think you can? Not normal walking you know! We walk very fast like brisk walking kind.. very fast one i tell you! Normal youngsters also won't be able to catch up.

Me: Like HELLO~~~ Daddy all the medals in the office fake one lah? SCUSE me, but i got first in cross country before lor. and WALKING nia... *rolls eyes* what's so difficult huh hUH HUH?!

Daddy: AAhhh... hahahaha. Ok! this Thursday you follow us walk from ( he repeats the part in BLUE in the first line)... you sure cannot tahan one lah... i'm not joking!

Me: uh HUH, but i'm not joking also! it's just WALKING!!!! How difficult can it be?! I trekked Mt Sorak in Korea IN SLIPPERS hor daddy! SLIPPERS leh!!!!! some more the floor's rocky one okay! until where you know or not?? the cliff side leh!!!!

Daddy: ok! you say one ah! this thursday if you can win me i give you $200. If you lose you lose nothing.

Me: *cash register sounded DAMN LOUD in my head* ON LAH!!!!!! you say one okay.... HA! i'm gonna start warming up. wah daddy you serious ah.... you have too much money you wana bet with me... tsk tsk tsk.

Daddy: okay..... i wana see how good you are. Talk only.

Me: *fires up* PLEASE LOR! you everytime Gey Kiang leh daddy.... i know you very fit lah, but i will win YOU!

Daddy: nevermind! i let you say....nevermind... *thinks* i tell you what, you win i give you 500bucks, you lose you give me 100 ok.

Me: *my mind focused on the 500bucks* OH! okay can!!! you wana gimme money i will take don't worry!

On thursday....

(almost at the Southbridge)

Me: Daddy *pants* i tell you hor, i've decided that i shouldn't aim for such short term happiness. So i'm walking with mummy.... cus mummy says she's going to give me ALL HER MONEY next time anyways.

Mummy: *nods*

Dad: ...............................................................................................

What a great excuse for saving my face & money. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

2009-09-08T15:20:00.001+08:00

Guess what, pals?

I was on MC yesterday. and guess what?? i really do have an MC to prove it in case u start scoffing at me for whatever reasons. Well, i shall congratulate your half-guess that i was just being lazy. HALF correct only. Cus i REALLY was unwell, and i bothered to make it legitimate by visiting the doctor. How's that huh? You totally read a full paragraph of unimportant content.

Hahahahahahaa......

I simply love to marvel at my ability in writing grand-ancestor stories.... Long winded, bids around the forest.. and back to one simple point to my satisfaction. grandmother stories are not even close.

I talk too much, type too much, complain too much and (something i'm not very proud of) scold too much.

What is it then, that's left of me? In this perfect lil world where women are suppose to be demure and WANTED by men.... appealing in every standard... If you don't have the body (me), then at least have the looks (not totally me). And if you don't really have looks (me, again), then please behave like a decent girl (?!).

What the F**k? Oh, vulgarity...coarseness...crudeness.... another taboo for women. Did i also mention i'm a tad too opinionated for men's liking too. Yes, that is me. A total mockery of convention.

And my punishment for behaving as such......

I FELL INTO THE POND a 2nd TIME

yesterday.

The Good, BAD and the Weird.

2009-09-03T10:30:00.021+08:00

Lemme AWE you (or u can pretend to be awed) with some discoveries i made lately....

The GOOD:

Think the fitting rooms in Triumph @ Orchard ION are the most impressive ones i've ever seen. it almost feels like i was some big-time cabaret star...much as you won't wana imagine me as one. HAHAHAHA.

I know some of you might probably have seen something similar somewhere but your friend here haven't so spare me some room for indulgence. I was really more interested in meddling with the mood switches and cam-whoring than trying on the lingerie i chose. HAHA.

luckily i took quite a few pieces...so you know... an excuse to take my time inside. :X

Don't you just wish you own this dainty little dressing table?

..and don't you wish you were that sexy model inside the frame too??

me? i just wish i could fit into the cups (woops!)

feathers and furs... mighty LOVES!!!

this is so inspiring me to turn my room into a cabaret box! HAHA...

Lemme see, shall i start with picking up Muffy's fur remnants on the sofas? Or netting bird feathers from the pond????

Did i also mention the awesome 'mood' modes they have??

i shall spam you with illustrations...of myself(ahem).

Blue: Chill-out Mood

Red: Uh, Dangerously Sexy mood?

Purple: I forgot what mood... LOL

Pink: Sensual Mood??

Okay whatever lah, not a very good illustration cus i can't remember the labels on the switch. LOL. I just wanted to spam and you only need to pay attention to the incredible array of color displays. haha... Ignore my unoriginal poses too...

Just to prove how AWED i was. hahahaha.

The bad BAD BAD:

We were damn early (in Sg standard) for a GV movie.

Just so you wana know... we watched The Proposal and it was AWESOME. (in case u think i have limited vocab in this post, i'm telling you this is my new favourite Adjective. LOL)

k, like i said, we were so darm early... there was NOBODY in the cinema at all.

To make sure nobody's really there, i went "are there anyone making out behind???" u know, sometimes sec sch kids may hide behind kissing and all....

we decided we could do some cam-whoring since we might never get to experience this emptiness anymore. HAHA.

..and so we did

and continued for like 10 mins...

Until we discovered this:

Aww...popcorn....on the floor...of cus of cus, it's a cinema. the cleaner might have missed it that's all... as long as it's not on our seats...oh well...

but

the mother of all HORRORS

THIS?!

We totally thought we could actually see Kutus and whatever hell of microscopic pests in their same family making mini-jumps around the damn seat.

what was THAT?! some patrons farted poison on the seat? What about the handles?!

F.Y.I, this is just one of the seats out of the many other condemned seats we discovered later.

Appalled and Insulted, huh? Apparently the Management didn't think we're hygenic people who actually care about what we sit on.

So never gonna visit GV yishun ever EVER EVER. EVER AGAIN.

EEEEEEEVVVEEERRRR!!!

Glynis is smiling in trauma. HAHAHAHA.

did i say EVER?

The weird:

Of cus, what's an entry without featuring MYSELF.

Luckily for you, i decided to go keesiao this time.

T.G.I.F NOT

2009-08-28T13:47:00.003+08:00

i really think my bed is too big. So much that i tend to roll around too violently at night. and my right arm is aching like mad since morning.

what the hell.

apart from the constant dry eyes-syndrome i have ever since the lasik surgery, i'm having problems waking up in the morning cus there's simply nothing much worth looking forward to on a working day.

Today, my annoyingly smiley-yellow alarm clock went off at 7.40am. that dumb tune is still ringing in my ear....to think i actually found it cheery before i bought it months ago. Now i feel like smashing it badly. But i ended up hugging it in bed the next 20mins, contemplating to fake an excuse for a day off. Money is more important.

So i stood up beside my bed, only to find muffy lying on his back, in his comfy little sissy-bed, like a human sprawled with arms and legs wide open. for a moment, i wanted to trade my day for his.

I noticed my blue socks lying on the floor, one far apart from the other.

Then i remembered.

OH.

I fell last night.

i was heading for the toilet in the middle of the night, wearing my socks. I must be so zonked out i slipped and fell on my right side. Right, that explains the pain. So i took off that damned pair of socks in a fit and threw them on the ground. and went back to sleep thinking it was just a dream.

and then the rolling around the bed started....

and so explains the pain in the morning. and MY SHITTY HELL OF A FRIDAY!

on a seperate note, though:

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY to GLYNIS!!!!

2009-08-24T14:50:00.008+08:00

My MUST-HAVE product at the moment.

Yes, i'm swearing by this for the past weeks to consume all the damning lil breakouts on my face.

I found this new & improved version in watsons during lunch time just now.

It doubles the sucking power?? i don't know. lol. i'm not gonna care how it does what it does. I'm only interested in the outcome.

My new found friend

Enclosed with our monthly paycheck, are also incessant backaches and shoulder stiffness.

Oh, let's not start with the blisters from heels.

luckily, they come in adorable pinks.

What an awesome way to make us feel less auntified.
..even if it's topical it's still better then being rubbed by grostique men-masseuse.

Guess what i found in Singapore??!!

a VERY pleasant surprise at Railway Mall's Ah mei Cafe!

They actually adopt the 'vibrating buzzer' system JUST LIKE KOREA.

My first attempt to bake a cake for someone.

Lemme tell you, it's so simple to make a cake.
Just use a cake mix, ready-made icing, tubed color decoration gels and party sprinkles!!!!

i think it also tastes effortlessly gross

@ Oosh, Dempsey celebrating JM Cher's Birthday.

Me with the mosaic-ed birthday girl. LOL.

***

I was watching 超级星光大道 5 yesterday night. I have a favourite. He looks so acutely adorable and harmless that i so wana pinch his cheeks. LOL. He has this super charming face when he sings. Anyways, yesterday was one of those occasions i teared while watching someone sing. Maybe cus the song was too damn sad, and he was too damn charming.

<3>

Muffy: "no i don't have lazy eyes so just back OFF!!"

NEVER be too close

2009-08-19T18:57:00.004+08:00

Some people... i can never get close to.

You will know it when you see one. even much as you wana try, find things in common, make effort for conversation....whatever shit, it just doesn't work. cus this person is plain questionable. then you start to have reservations.

So, i am proposing i should just leave it as that. status quo. I do not wish to be taken as an overzealous bitch or whatever. FYI, i don't enjoy being one.

And even as i'm opting to be neutral, I WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE RESERVATIONS.

You know, i hate it when people hide things from me. Like they don't think i should know for whatever fuck of a reason when i've been involved ALL THESE WHILE. I also kinda fucking hate the fact that people find that they CANNOT tell me things, OR i eventually get to find out things i'm supposed to know from someone else. Why? i don't have the capacity to understand and empathize is it??? Am i too spoilt to understand you because i live in a big house and have my own car??????? that's plain bullshit. i may not be the best at defending gossips, or whatsover but i do exercise discretion.

FINALLY, IF I EVER FIND OUT ANYONE SAYS ONE THING TO ME AND ANOTHER TO SOMEONE ELSE. YOU CAN FUCKING FORGET ABOUT ME TRUSTING YOU EVER AGAIN AS A PERSON BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST NOT WORTH IT.

THE BEST PART IS I'LL MAKE SURE YOU NEVER KNOW.

let's play your favourite game. This is hypocrisy for you.

but I don't think.

2009-08-17T11:48:00.005+08:00

By the way...

Thanks for the responses on the dresses. According to my cousin, ION Orchard has a huge BEBE outlet that's openning soon. I shall wait and see :)

I recently discovered a very annoying thing about myself.

I tend to not complete my sentence when i speak. And after paying attention to this problem, i realised it's cus my string of thoughts get cut-off halfway while talking. EEEW. either that or i talk faster than i think OR i don't feel the need to. haha.

Please KILL your assumption that i don't THINK before i speak ok... it's absolutely NOT TRUE. Just that these days i tend to respond abit too quickly....like right after i concieve a thought but it's not a very well developed one. LOL.

Lemme give you an example:

fefe asked me a question about something in the care once (i can't remember what). So immediately after she commented i said "but i don't think" and ended right there. so she waited for awhile until i showed no signs of further comment, LAUGHED OUT LOUD and repeated "hahahaha.... i don't think HAHAHAHA". So i laughed too cus i realised i didn't complete my sentence assuming she got what i meant.

it's kinda embarassing cus it's quite common with me these days. i don't know WHY but i think i'll try to give a lenghtier thought about what i'm gonna say in future before blurting out incomplete sentences. it's just plain funny.

Neat, huh? My desk.

HELP ME OUT PLEASE....

2009-08-13T10:05:00.008+08:00

Besides my obvious infatuation with BEBE, i really need to pick out a dress for my cousin's wedding in November.

Uh, it's not too early cus i need to check if they carry any of the below in Sg stores? If not i'll have to order online...

I might need to alter if the fit is not right.

Whichever it is...

can you do me a big favour by helping me pick out the winning dress, which you think suits me most...? i need opinions!!! :) tag/call/sms/email/msn me!

#1 Tiger Eye Printed Halter Dress

#2 Silk Criss Cross Strapless Dress

#3 Silk Bubble Strapless Dress (black)

#4 Feather Fringe Chiffon Party Dress

#5 Multi Tiered Silk Halter Dress

#6 Strapless Beaded Detail Dress

My personal fave:

#7 Strapless Chain Flower Dress

***all pictures taken from BEBE website***

Source: http://www.bebe.com/Dresses-apparel-Products/b/675941011?ie=UTF8&pf_rd_r=19SQYYBRP0GESTNE3MZR&store=core&pf_rd_p=454734701&ref=nav_bebe_t3_Dresses&pf_rd_i=675941011&pf_rd_s=top-7&pf_rd_m=A2FMOXN01TSNYY&pf_rd_t=101

2009-08-12T11:01:00.003+08:00

I was on the road to work today when i met this major dick-head P-plate driver. It's not that i don't give chances or i've never been on probation myself.... but he nearly caused an ACCIDENT?! apparently he left his brains at home or something when he cut right out from the filter lane onto the main road i was driving on. WTF?! I swerve out to the right to avoid him and THANK GOODNESS there weren't any cars on the right. I took a glance at his sorry face and he seemed relatively unaware of what just happened. and he looked like a BOY undergoing puberty.

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FUCK YOU AMATEUR SHIT!

you drive like a wussy. how's that?! i hope that just hurt you under-developed ego.

i could've been hospitalised if not for ur hell of a kopi-license.

takes

gazillion

deep

breadths

On a more composed note...

i'm beginning to stick post-its everywhere in office to remind myself not to touch my face with my germified hands. GERMS ARE EVERYWHERE you know??? and they cause zits!!!!

and i read somewhere that for acne-prone skin like mine, we should opt for facial products that consist of ingredients like Salicylic Acid and Benzoyl Peroxide. OR you can just affectionately refer as Acne-terminoxide. LOL.

I think i'm gonna just set aside my whitening regime and stick to AC-stermination for the time being. It's annoying me like there's no tomorrow. especially when i'm havinf PMS. the breakouts seem to double-up. YIKES.

SO i was saying i've read that besides keeping your hands off your face, you should also prevent sleeping sideways (where your face comes into contact with pillows or whatsover). i'm beginning to suspect if it's my thousand-year-old lil pillow's fault. see, i have to sniff it before i fall aslp at night (i will excuse your disgusted expression)... so i'm trying to substitute it with a new pillow i bought from IKEA yesterday. i hope it works...but i'll still keep my lil pillow with me...just minus the sniffing part. I'm sentimental, so DON'T JUDGE!

Oh! and one more tip - Use a non-oil based moisturizer!! Oily skin needs to be moisterized too... much as laymen don't believe it. there are dry-but-oily skin types... very common in SG. something like mine.

Also,

you might want to meet DOONG DOONG, my gundu-looking monkey.

ummmm, lemme see what else....

Oh yar, i do not wish to elaborate on the "i saw him" issue cus i already told some of you over the phone or msn. and dwelling on it here is gonna send me spiralling into an emo-fit again so... i hope for the last time, that i will truly get over it already...though i'm still quite confused.

Mega-sigh

2009-08-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

I saw him last night.

and i'm not OK.

2009-08-06T18:48:00.001+08:00

Brands go BIG

2009-08-06T13:42:00.010+08:00

in HongKONG

If you're big on BRANDS, then you'll probably appreciate the feast of visual flamboyance on Canton Rd in Kowloon.

staying in a hotel right above this sinful thread isn't exactly a perfect idea though.

but lucky for me, i don't have a deep pocket. thank god.

Yes, even a mere look at the flagship stores is gonna send you flying. whether or not you can afford is another story lah.

This is DISNEY LAND for women.

They just have a way with making their stores look like an exquisite eyesore.

my ALL-TIME fave to date:

CHANEL

that's my mom...drawn-in in agreement. :)

She bought herself a classic (which i picked out) for her birthday gift.

..and this, should be my ultimate goal

more on my HK 2009 trip in upcoming posts :)

My 2 cents worth on a working reality

2009-08-05T16:04:00.003+08:00

One can never fully comprehend the nits & grits of an adult working world. Like a grandmother's story told over again, you can never find one without politics, power struggle, or unfairness.

We know life is never fair, so here we are, slogging our youths away for something we don't really believe in - a better future.... with your shitty coy.

what happends when your supposed 'future' is in the hands of people who are either noobs, aka, people who cannot recognise your efforts, or snobs ( people who simply choose to overlook your adequacies )? Then you are suay.

See, lives all about moving on. SO you move on, like our nomadic ancestors do... leave the shit hole and move on. BUT again, curse the innovation of intellects for a wonderful piece of paper known as a "contract" or some fondly remember it as a "BOND". This bomb, scuse' me, BOND we're talking about here is like a leash holding you back from wanting to pee in front of your nemesis' yard (if you were a dog that is).

So here you go again, living day to day a mundane cycle....socializing with people, with utter reluctance and ingenuity. You are TIRED. And because you are no saint nor one with sky-high emotional quotion, you decide to hell with everything - which very much translates to a work ettiquet equivalent of a 3 year old.

For positive people on the other camp, the glass is always half-filled, never empty.

Somehow, they pretty much worship the idea of sucking-up to save their arses. Not a bad intention but a pretty questionable choice. Have you got no integrity? Oh wait, you don't care about integrity because it can't buy you Coach purses or LV bags. More often than not, people capable of doing this will most probably be in denial as well... well then, good for them. at least they don't see how ugly they are to others.

The rest, are just technically smarter because like most of us know it - Ignorance is Bliss....

Not exactly. Ignorance is stupidity.... a Real intellect is also (never coincidently) - a HYPOCRIT.

.....and it's not necessarily a bad thing

May i also add one more point: Lousy Bosses are stingy (not always monetarily). They are stingy with genuine praises and gratitude - something which hardworking employees should never be deprived of.

Of cus, bosses generous with praises ain't the world if they're merely entertaining you. If you're really worth it, why don't note it in the appraisal? a simple gesture to let their staff know it's all worth it at the end of the day.

Sometimes, people are just not that magnanimous or interested in presumably "insignificant" people in their lives. On their quest forward, it's only natural to trample weaker links. that's how society works. It's scary but so very true.

you might want to digest this.

Happy Birthday, mommy dearest!

2009-07-26T17:17:00.039+08:00

Shall i update you on how well my plans went???
Oh yeah, it was pppuuurrrfect. Only better, i got to do my hair treatment with my mommy dearest at REDS on saturday. Tsk, I got lucky. but not in MJ.

This stylist at REDS really knows how to blow my hair.

i'm super pleased with the subtle curls.

Mani & Pedi (friday after work) - CHeck!

Done it with Ong yy at NP. Guess who i met??!?!??! i saw Keith's sis and mom. At first i couldn't really recognise his sis when she came in so i didn't say hi...just wanted to be sure you know. Anyways, later on his mom came in whom i straight-away recognise. so i said 'Hi' and guess what??? she was beaming with JOY cus keith's sis is getting married the next day!!! WOW. omg. feels like it was just a few weeks ago when i saw her in her JC uniform on the bus. time flies huh...... who's next? Keith?? LOL. can't wait.

and YES the BBQ with Hu lao Ye & Co at my house did happen too. And we had HELL-of-a-GREAT TIME!!!! so check chECK CHECK!!!!! *pssst pssst Ong yy, u're missing out a lot. :D

hiak hiak hiak... these are just a preview.

Dear KCP students, never thought ur teacher has this wacky-side, huh?

Late-comers' treatment: Smell the food from outside!

can you tell who's more hungry?

while we were posing.......

...the camera man has to test the cam on himself.

Turns out to be quite a disaster. lol.

Er nai's feeding 'poison' to Da nai while Hu lao ye & Da jie watched on.

Cher: "my hot legs"

Victory pose for eating the most breast meat!

the buey paiseh 3rd party.

Nais unite! ignore my thighs please

There's good reason why she's known as 'Nai zun'
Recognising the alfa-female.

we adore Hu lao ye!!!!!!

NOT!

look out for more exciting pics on facebook this coming weeks!!!

Anyways, the grad pics are up on facebook. check them out friends cus i don't have time to tag yet. help yourself yah....

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

she doesn't read my blog, btw. LOL

Weekends can be soooooooooo.....much better

2009-07-22T11:39:00.011+08:00

After blog-surfing / magazine-browsing for several hours in the office this morning,

SO, the point of this entry is: i've decided i shouldn't just let my youth deteriorate with a lifestyle transition. no. i SHALL NOT.

Haaa, not that my lifestyle just underwent some major transformation...besides having to literally prick my eyes open at 8 every morning, i shouldn't be wasting my after-work hours and weekends.

Okay, maybe a lil correction on the after-work hours part cus i really rather prefer to sprawl on my lazy sofa and watch 2pm entertain me silly on youtube. They're my new fave idol-boys now, f.y.i. and i'm not too old for that OKAY! (whatever happened to TVXQ?? *shrugs* contact me when they do return to korea for good)

The plan is... i'm gonna start planning my weekends so i get to 'bond' with my friends and enjoy myself more. Sounds vague but HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, i can forsee how this will work - a MAJOR FAILURE... since Geminis are known for their unpredictable moods and ever-changing interests. oh well....

HOW DARE YOU AGREE TO THAT, FRIEND?! c'mon, show some love and encouragement man! @#$%^

To prove how well this will actually work, TADA!!! lemme Impress you with the itinery i have for this very weekend!!!!

Friday Night: Probably Mani +Pedi (Necessity)
Saturday: BBQ with all my NUS Nais & Hu Lao ye n Co @ my place. (mj on the menu too)
Sunday (MAJOR): PACK FOR HONG KONG GET-AWAY WITH MUM (and family friend aunty plus her lil daughter) FROM MONDAY to THURSDAY.

ARE YOU AWE-STRUCK or ARE YOU AWE-STRUCK??!!!

yes, i'm flying off to MDX-CDX (mai dong xi/chi dong xi)-haven on Monday morning.
*SMILES SO WIDE YOU CAN HARDLY SEE MY EYES*

WHAT A MAJOR ATAS PLAN RIGHT...

Well Um, i figured some of you might badger me to help you buy stuff.

here is the Mega-BUT part:

1) I predict less shopping. even if i do, i'd be busy shopping for FEFE & MYSELF
2) We're going to Disneyland. (self-explanatory)
3) The last but most important point of all - I DON'T have extra funds to pay for your stuff first.

yup. i hate to rob that twinkle in your eye but i've had my fair share of frustrating experiences of not being able to get the list of 'you assume to be easy to find' items in a foreign land. feel me on that please.

BUT, yet another but...i love buts.....

i do entertain special requests, with $$$ enclosed. DOn't ask me which part of HK i'll be going though, cus i'll just be wherever the wind blows.... in other words, we don't have a fixed itinery, YET.

SO yeah....

Here's a Cheer to a kick-ass start to materializing my EXCITING WEEKENDS!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Quite-a-long POST =D

2009-07-21T14:00:00.024+08:00

Sorry for the sudden lash of vulgarity in the previous post.

It was necessary.

I finally GRADUATED... at long last!!!!!!!!!

DO i hear a round of cheers or what??!?! Excuse me, after going through 6 semesters of globally-acclaimed education i think i deserve a hearty congratulation. hahaha. FIrst thing that struck me: NO MORE F-EXAMS!!!!!

*Another round of cheeers please....*

And NO MORE CLIMBING THE DAMNING STEPS IN ARTS!!!!!!

But on a more serious note:

Some precious stuff that i took away with me (besides my mAtric card, certificate, transcript, gown and motar board) was the friendships and experience some may never have the chance to secure.

I've slogged hard and long for this and even though when it finally came to an end, despite lashing out at the various inadequacies of NUS, i feel sad that it's really over. I could still remember the silent desperate prayer i made while filling out the application form for the varsities. "If i could just get into either i will make sure i do not waste any part of it." but hell, semester after semester this evil monster named 'complacency' has to leech onto me like the way doug Ho leeched on his Uncle - SHole. Besides the academic part of life in NUS, the rest was pretty fun, when i really do try. haha. This journey of ups and downs really made an impression on the closure of my education life.

It's sad cus i could've made it better, not just be content with being part of it. And the valedictorian speech given by our CNM honours student almost made me tear (though i didn't say) cus i cannot imagine myself really accomplishing something i didn't even dare to dream about in sec school. But ONE THING i have learnt that proved to be forever true - NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

To my fellow graduate friends: Even though we can't wait to leave the school in pursuit of a different phase in life, let's leave a little room of sentiments for this school we often complain about because if not for it, we could've been worse, or never have met. :)

To FEFE (mastermind) and Jiayi +Wenora (the accomplices): Despite you all coming 2hrs late for my commencement, i'm still gonna thankful for the flowers and gifts. =))))))

Anyways, i'm gonna update you on my NEW uneventful life as of 8th July 2009.

*flashes megawatt Smile*

As you already might have known, i'm currently working at OCC (orchid country club) doing PR. It's not a perm job cus (it's a long story if you know me you would've already know why). That's just about all i've gotta say about my job =) Short and sweet. But i do wana boast about getting home in 15mins from where i work. The world is just so wonderful with a driver's license, a car and a workplace 15mins from home. HAHAHAHAHHAAA.

I'm quite in a pleasant mood today not just because i actually have things to do, but cus my manager just commented that my skirt is cute...which i totally agree!!! i didn't pay 75bucks for a pasar-malam looking Mango skirt okay. lol. but i'm flattered. love praises, hate to give them. HAHA.

On 20th July, my JM Don's birthday. Thanks to his sugar-sweet girlfriend who organised a surprise for him (the surprise was me and cher) where we turned up at this nice rooftop chill-out pub in Esplanade to "scare" him.

Some random pics with Laila out an Italian restaurant at Bukit Timah

And last but not least:

I NEED MORE LUCK IN MAHJONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-16T15:21:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU S-HOle

Musings...

2009-06-23T14:12:00.006+08:00

Hello friends...

Went for Ettusais' birthday "party" on Saturday (20th June) with JM Cher where they thought us how to put on summer make-up. i don't really care about the summer part cus first off, the eye color for the summer range is grostique to me...i'm more of a matt-tone person so yeah... but besides that i did pick up some make-up tips which i'll probably forget the next time i put on make-up. HAHA. but i was still quite inspired to try once i got home...since i'm so free and all..... lalalalaa... so here you go, my hideous half-made-up face for you:

(with flash)

(without flash)

(One for hiao-ness)

Camera, ACTION!

2009-05-22T10:10:00.026+08:00

I've been snapping away but didn't have the mood to upload the pics! Now i have! so ENJOY yah???

***Disclaimer: Just in case you are featured and look a bit unglam, if you wana mosaic off your face i give you friendship discount. One photo 10bucks. AHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

I'm jobless okay, this is how i earn money!!

Cam Whoring in XiaoBai:

very Hiao right, my sister.

it's okay, I'm HIAOer. =D

ok last.

Can't remember the date but Jiayi and i were at Marina Square

@Dome

Dome has the NICEST Caesar Salad lah! I LOOOOOVVVE salads man. but i hate thousand island dressing. Register that if you are my true friend. :)))))

A very contented me.

And then cus we were so spontaneous and bored we ended up driving back to sing at Safra Yishun.

Ther service SUCKS lor. At first the waiter say got 2 drinks then it became one. what the hell!? big difference can. They charge so much money but can't even get their facts right??? still wana argue somemore. Luckily we are not the kind that take things lying down. haha.... two anal women can be super lethal. heh heh.

But anyways, i won't be singing elsewhere for a thousand years i guess. CUS I HAVE A K-BOX/PARTY WORLD equivalent KTV system at home. (Rolls around in triumphant laughter)

Look at Ah lim's intense posture and facial expression!

tsk tsk tsk. Totally into it can...

oooo... my throne is threatened.

@ the Airport

trying very hard for a Cherine-impersonation

@NM3225's LAST & FINAL tutroial (thank goodness)

From left: Cindy, Poh Si, Huili & ME

@ The Deck aka Arts Canteen

"Our Last Meal Together in FASS"

Look at the bright and cheery canteen now. It used to be dark and scary.... but that's not the point. Though we always, ALWAYS complain about how sian and undelicious the food is here, we'll still miss the times we used to hang out...the dao huey that occasionally taste good, the very popular papaya milk that tastes so yucky but we still insist on drinking for good reasons, the Yong Tau foo that serves lesser and lesser soup each time, the bar chor mee that takes half and hour to cook even if you're 3rd on the queue and the most popular average tasting waffles.

like they always say, it's never about the food. It's the PEOPLE.

..and these will always be the most dearest people i'll have fond memories of after graduation.

From left: Poh Si (aka DA NAI), Me (aka Xiao Nai), JM Cher (aka Er Nai), HuiLi ( aka Nai Zun) and Merissa, the dear sister (at the back)

All the Nais UNITE!

YAY!!! we're graduating TOGETHER!!!!! i hope

I think we're a more subdued and controlled buncha people compared to others. and our version of a little lunatic act is to pose outside the office of our major dept.

at long bloody last, cherine willingly posed for the camera, with arms wide opened (literally)

but i'm hoping she won't flip when she sees this. :))))) jm, i give you sister price, 5bucks i mosaic for you. LOL!

uh, running outta ideas here... and if you realise, one of the lecturers is trying to get out.

Mer should be awarded MOST CANDID pose for this! No worries, next year nobody will compete with her already.... she can win hands down. cus our dear smarty-pants girl here is doing honours!!

One last shot!

Goodbye CNM!!! I love my MAJOR!!!!

but i hate

Nm3225

Nm3204

Nm3217

Nm2216

Nm2102

New Home, New Chapter

2009-05-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

It's been a long break.

Just closed a chapter.

Actually, quite a few chapters: NUS, Yishun Ave 4 and unworthy relatives.

Nevertheless life is happy now, no doubt MY personal life is pretty uncertain. For example, i haven't have the slightest idea of what i'm gonna do for the time being. Don't even know i can safely graduate....might be the post examinations anxiety. Thankfully, i'm keeping myself busy with HOUSEWORK. Might not seem a big deal to you but you will know why if you ever visit me. it's quite an apalling responsibility, haha.

I love my room, it is AWESOME.

By the way, i gotta apologise to some friends that i've been neglecting or hostile towards for the past week. I've been pms-sy as usual.... didn't mean to be so anal and all.... i'm reflecting. i have issues with showing affections, if this makes it any better.... LOL. So don't abandon me and continue dating me please. ((((((:

I have TONNES of pictures to upload from last last last weeks until now but i'm kinda lazy. I'll work on it! And since it's like a new beginning for me i wana try to live more purposefully from now on. HAHA....i'll work on that too.

I'll be inviting you guys over bit by bit cus i'm not gonna hold any housewarming... be patient yah!

xoxoxo

2009-04-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Today, i have a realisation.

In bad times, true friends come around. But it is also times like this people take you for a ride.

I don't need sympathy and i'm tired of telling people how it is now. It's not good. I'm not fine. I'm very affected.

Everytime i see my dad i wana cry. Now as i'm typing...i am crying. I don't know how much more tears is enough to get over this but somehow i don't want to get over.

I will forever remember what i learnt today -

"Trust" is just a word. It means nothing. It can might as well mean fuck to me now.

"Relatives" are relative. unimportant whatsoever.

Everyone is SELFISH. fucking selfish.

LAST OF IT

2009-04-16T18:05:00.005+08:00

you how they always say in Tv shows that Jealousy and power can kill a person. And you and me, in all naiveness, think that these are only drama. Now i'm telling you, we have finally become a TV show, thanks to someone's impulsive STUPIDITY, which i'm very certain, will not keep him satifsfied for too long..because this time it's not just jealousy and power, it is STUPIDITY.

So he tries to force my family into a sorry state, i'd like to see him eat his words back one day.

"WHAT I GAVE YOU I CAN TAKE BACK" he said in the meeting on Monday 13/04/09.

I'd like to know what he gave my dad, or us. I can name very specifically and truthfully, we do not owe him ANYTHING. On the contrary, Without my dad, he wouldn't be living in his over-priced terrace house, Zenged his Merc with AMG and Drive a flashy Maserati. YES I SAID THIS. I don't need to have balls to own up to my words unlike someone who's entire marriage is built on LIES. So much for my dad standing on his side constantly, speaking up against people who badmouths him, even going to the extent of helping him hide facts from his wife, which my mum obliged unwillingly. So much for reminding my dad to be grateful and save his dignity in front of others... you see how people repay us?

Unlike his damn sad life, my parents tell us everything. We share our problems, have long talks and stay united. I don't know how much LIES he told my relatives or refuse to clarify truths about my dad as his business partner rather than "worker". But alot of facts are twisted and circulated throughout the entire extended family. They just don't know how useless this person is, thinking that he is the BIG BOSS of the company and my family OWES him a living.

I don't blame them for having NO FUCKING BRAINS. But i do detest the fact that their mouths are so BIG that everything that comes out becomes balloonized.

Get this straight okay, the only reason the company is earning millions now, truthfully, (put ur filthy hand over ur heart, if u even know where it is) is BECAUSE OF MY DAD. Not his wife, not himself, not even anyone so great as to be mentioned here. and guess what??? YES I SAID THIS AGAIN. I actually don't intend to expose him but i just want people to have a better understanding of what he actually does at work. let's see, Which hell of a 'boss' comes into the office and only talks about toilet cleanlines? the only things he said in a formal meeting is telling people to switch off toilet lights after use?? Or even ask for the birth dates of his employees to see if they're compatible to the company's fortunes??? Oh, and even go to the extent of installing numerous CCTVs in the office, even tried to put one in my dad's (who's the MD) room to feed his voyeurism. yes, let's say it out loud together "WHAT THE FUCK?!"

Guess what?? even my sister has spoken.

flea(: says:
i fucking hate "SHIBAL HO" (a korean vulgarity plus his surname)

Call me Audrey says:
who likes a fucker seriously
SHIBAL man
let's not be rude. he's dying earlier than us
flea(: says:
i so want to tell my dear relatives wad shit their uncle is doing
losers
i just get angrier and angrier u know
maybe i will accumulate my anger like shibal did
n unleash one of the days when he is the happiest
just now they were in daniel's room
shibal baldy n banana
then there was like alot of laughter
Call me Audrey says:
really
flea(: says:
and can hear shibal's voice alot
one day
i will make sure he cannot laugh again
n i wont be sorry
i dont care if other ppl think i'm evil or selfish
because i will return wad he did man
wif interest
Call me Audrey says:
wah u finally unleased ur anger lor
very good
u should just say all the vulgarities u can think of.
it helps
flea(: says:
i believe i have much more abilities than those 3 shits combined
maybe i can finally put it to gd use
perhaps i shd thank
shibal n co
nv had such a burning ambition to make it out there bef
give me a reason to mock them wif my success

By the way friends, this is just part of the story. By writing this it's not that i'm asking anyone to side me. I just feel like i can't sleep well if some truths are not told. I've said this to my family and i will say it again. if i ever get to meet my twin cousins, who i won't be surprised will side their auntie and "uncle" (if they still even respect him for i duno what reasons), I WILL TELL THEM THE TRUTH. THEY NEED TO KNOW THE TRUTH AND THE METHODS USED AGAINTS MY FATHER, and the KIND OF PEOPLE WHOM HE "PLANNED" THIS CONSPIRACY WITH.

I mean, i won't say my dad is totally faultless in this entire episode, he might have offended people but let's ask ourselves this question: DO THEY HAVE TO GO TO THE EXTENT OF NOT EVEN LEAVING A ROAD FOR PEOPLE TO GO??????

I see them as SMART, logical INDIVIDUALS. I honestly hope their many years of education don't fail them in their judgement. And even if they want to choose to believe whatever i said as LIES to manipulate them, so be it. The whole point of this was never for them to go against their family anyways.

removing my dad from the company is NEVER the issue. DEPRIVING HIM OF WHAT HE DESERVES AS A SHAREHOLDER OF THE COMPANY IS PLAIN UNETHICAL.

I really hate to say this my because i am young and impulsive, i'd like to for once take advantage of this excuse. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AT THE END OF THE DAY, MY DAD WILL GO HOME TO A FAMILY WHO SUPPORTS HIM AND STICK WITH HIM THROUGHOUT. HE HAS DAUGHTERS WHO WILL STAND BY HIM UNLIKE THE VICIOUS SOMEONE WHO WILL NEVER EVER HAVE THAT UNTIL THE DAY HE DIES.

This is the LAST AND FINAL TIME gonna mention this in my blog. Let's leave the rest to KARMA.

2009-04-16T11:05:00.003+08:00

New adjectives for the Bona-fide bastard (aka BB):

DISGRACEFUL, IRKSOME, BALL-LESS.

I have such a burning desire to write an entire entry dedicated to EXPOSE him but

I WON'T STOOP SO LOW. (for now)

2009-04-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

This world is full of CRAZY BASTARDS.

And unfortunately, one of them is in my family.

No, screw the family.

This fucking ungrateful, PETTY, GREEDY, INSANE, SPITEFUL hell of a BASTARD will get karma because if he even has a conscience, he won't be happy for too long.

I'm not gonna feel sorry for saying this because this bastard i'm talking about deserves every single word above or even more. i'm not so proficient in hokkien vulgarities cus if i am, i'm not gonna hold back. I WILL SPELL OUT EVERY SINGLE WORD if i am able to.

2009-04-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

Just a note.

I SURVIVED!!!!!!!

2009-03-24T00:20:00.015+08:00

It's so rare for me to see the good side of life now, let alone pretty things like RAINBOWS. I think seeing one last Saturday really meant something; I'm missing out the wonderful things in life. Maybe it's telling me to look at the colorful side of things rather than the dull, ugly and monotonous... =)

This is what i coin recharge. Look at more pretty stuff, hangout with great people, lotsa SWEETS.... anything that makes me H-A-P-P-Y. Very timely indeed because if not all all these, i'm probably gonna indulge in yet another round of self-pity and incessant whining until the week's done. BECAUSE THE OFFICIAL CRAZY WEEK STARTS TODAY.

******

My personal brand of recharge:

#1 YY's 22nd Birthday celebration

..because we had a merry merry time together eating nothing but DESSERTS and you loved the watch we bought you.

p/s: for almost 3 yrs and counting, we shared tears and laughters, shampoo and toothpaste in Korea, and also share the same friend (Cherine Lau Jiamin),and alot other joyous moments.

Friendsie, Love you always :)

#2 Finally mastering the art of braiding...

..of cus this isn't the best of what i learnt. i can do better.

#3 Cam-whoring

#4 Prettifying your friend

#5 Making funny faces

#6 Camwhoring some more

#7 Chill with my NUS GFFs (girlfriends forever) @ RED DOT Dempsey

Jm cher, me and huili

Pohsi and Elin

Huili the beer girl

#8 Drink Healthy Beer

A toast to the Green monsters and mighty girls!

#9 Stop and appreciate

Vadalism at its BEST. Street art rocks man.

#10 JIAYI LIM

When was the last time you just randomly vomit a whole conversation of nothingness to your bestest friend? if you haven't, you should try. it's therapeutic. Or you can try shouting in the car and ad-lipping to Jason Mraz's I'm yours in the most ununiform way.... and then laugh damn hard until you drown out the radio.... Love it. <3

P/S: If i ever get trapped in the car with you i might very well die of laughter than carbon monoxide intoxication. It's a compliment, love. You gimme SO MUCH JOY. LOL.

*****

I'm gonna survive this week and live to tell the tale!!!!!!

Swimming in my own private lil joy

2009-03-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

I wonder what it feels like to be secretly liked by someone. Of cus i'll never know because it's a secret right? RIGHT.

He must be so lucky. Though i'm nothing fabulous, gorgeous or whatever. Not even that smart. But it doesn't matter cus he don't have to know now. Maybe in a few years' time...when the feelings' gone, when i finally found someone else to plant my attention on...when i eventually become someone outstanding....Maybe by then i'll seem possible, or at least be an option. haha...

Until then, there's nothing i wana spoil nor change. Right now as i'm typing, he came online.. but i'll never find a need to start a conversation cus being here, having the slightest acknowledgment that he's withing reach is my biggest, most satisfying consolation.

I'm looking forward to the very few fridays that's left. Though he don't see me... haha. it's so funny sometimes knowing how stupid it is to just look and don't do a thing. we are friends but the ghost in me just spoils everything if you get what i mean.

Me and my school-girl crush...sigh. whatever you call it, it's just gonna last for another month or two, and then it fades, sadly. i should write a story about it or something. just one day, i will let him know. I hope he'll be flattered, that's the least i expect.

My Plain John: thank you for beong my private pool of joy =)

SAT & SUN

2009-03-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

i watched "COMING SOON" yesterday at MIDNIGHT with kent, amy and nigel. Amy kinda "conned" us into it lah cus i didn't really know what kinda show it was until we watched it. I thought it's not gonna be so bad but OMFG. so wrong!!!! The Thai director has a knack for attacking you with consecutive blows of visual obscenity. SO DAMN BEI BI!!!!!! This is like the second time i screamed in a horror flick can. SO much for covering my ears....it didn't work that well for me this time man. @#$%

Before that, went out with my parents and fefe in the day to confrim the furnitures at parkmall and furniture mall. Shopping is SO TIRING for once.... but i'm really really pleased with the furniture in my room =)))))))) Got them all from Ecolinks http://www.ecolinks.com.sg/Palais.html I got a whole set of similar designs for the bed frame, side table, lamp and the dresser. Can't wait to see my room!!!!!

and before before that, we went to the new house again to check on the renovations. I gotta say we really have a great designer. he's damn good at organising everything and helped us with furniture shopping as well... damn responsible. but anyways, i kinda pity our new neighbours. cus it's gonna be another month and a half of noise pollution until we shift it. I hope they don't hate us. HAHAHAHAHAA... i hope they survive it well.... WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA....

At night i met up with JM and Huili for dinner. We had a happy time but we ate crappy food at Breeks. eeew eeew to the food... really unsatisfying to the maximum. we talked about our pop culture project (yuck), boys, life and our GRADUATION TRIP!!!!! Until now, it's still undecided between Australia and New zealand but Jm's not very thrilled with the idea of rotting on green grass every day. But huili and i are quite excited about waking up to freshly squeezed cow milk leh... bungy jump??? white water rafting??? COOLNESS. sigh, before we can get all hyper about it, we gotta nail the damn project. Mighty Fark. Oh and we tried to find that pseudo-tranny-self-proclaimed-J.LO at orchard road....but she didn't appear. we walked TWICE LOR!!! lol huili and i were so determined to show cherine how fugly and yucky she looked. that's our version of entertainment on a saturday night for you =D

and then Kent they all came to fetch me for the asshole movie.

TODAY: supposed to go IT show with my parents but my sis and i woke up late. my parents are so sweet to let us sleep some more... i slept at like 3am the night before, F.Y.I. and i didn;t wash my hair. very ?!?!?!??!?!?!?!? right? like mathilda lau shu yi actually didn't wash her hair and sleep on her own bed?! i'm not about to change my rules, don't worry. Haha. i wrapped my hair up in a towel so they won't come into contact with any of my pillow and bolster. I'm brilliant am i??

In the end fefe and i drove to cityhall to meet them. of cus we did all we could to avoid the swamp at the IT fair. i hate crowds. we had a nice lunch at kenny rogers and spent the rest of the afternoon with our parents in Harvey norman's home theatre system room. the promoter played Elva's concert DVD...Thankfully. but i still felt like sleeping. i actually fell asleep outside on the couch in front of a display LCD tv...IN PUBLIC. lol.

like i said, SHOPPING IS INDEED TIRING!!!!!!

Oh! i just bought the Harajuku "lil'Angel" perfume by Gwen Stefani for Huili's 21st birthday LAST YEAR. OMG. my bad, our bad (me n cherine). I hope huili will love it cus i LOVE IT!!!!!